This piece is very different from my other ones...nor is it supposed to be serious. All credit goes to @fmstanton for clicking the first 5 suggestions my iPhone gave me to start typing into my Notes. 😎
I AM TOO AFRAID: i am too afraid afraid to put my book aside and drift into sleep. i am afraid to lose control. i am afraid to float in this numb nothingness knowing that when i wake up i won't have you by my side. you'd be gone. i am not ready to let you go i am not ready yet. i would rather clip my eyes awake than to slide into sleep and wake up in a hollow vessel of myself yearning for your glance. waiting for your touch. i don't want for it to slide past me i want to know the exact moment when you decide to get up and leave i don't want a peck on my cheek an unconscious goodbye i have had enough consolation prizes i want to see it tonight so that tomorrow when I go out without you I'll know what you felt how you felt how much it hurt you to leave even if you feel nothing I'd want to know I'd want to see your face hiding the ache that burns in your throat i want to look at you as you choose to stand up and leave me in my desolate pit i want to look at your back untile you merge with the horizon never to come back again I want to measure each and every second as it passes and each and every thought that leads to the final. i do not want to be a silent spectator. i want to watch your agony so i would not have to feel mine i want to watch your indifference so I'd find mine sooner. tonight i refuse to let go it's a night that will unfold itself not as a passing memory. no. it will be dissected to perfection everytime i run my tongue over it. i will watch you go as I call you by my name and you call me by yours without looking back. a scream so silent it will make the pain bearable as it flows through me. everytime I think of you. Tanya M. (@aconfusedmuggle) We eagerly wait for your stories, so submit your story via mail at email@example.com.#bleedink#poetsofinstagram#writersofininstagram#writer#muse#prose#poetry#aesthetic#motivation#poetryisnotdead#bleedink#spilledink#microtale#igpoets#wordsmith#instapoets#instapoetry#typewritercommunity#wordporn#writingcommunity#poetrycommunity#writersociety#micropoetry#poetrypassion#wordgasm#poemsporn#poetsofig#surprisinglyshortstories#sss
to the girl, i only meet in my dreams, hey, love, last night after being numb for hours, i slept. then happened the best thing of my life, we met in my dreams. everything was so perfect there, you were holding my hands without any fear and i was looking into those deep eyes. it was so easy there. when i told you about my feelings, you reciprocated. though i knew it was a dream, i wanted to believe the obvious lie i was telling myself. it's been 12 hours since then and i am continuously thinking about that dream. i even tried to sleep in the noon with a hope that you would be there again in my dream, but i couldn't sleep. i even don't know that i should be happy about that dream or not, so i choose to be happy because you told me in the dream that you like me smiling. all the thinking has led me to wonder that what if that dream comes to be true one day, how would i react then, how would i be able to hold you without the fear of waking up, and would i be able to carry that much happiness? but i wish you to be mine, i want to be conscious enough while holding you in my arms, and i want to feel that touch, and to get your fragrance. will you be mine? yours, if not anything, then an idiot.
You should be the first person to believe in yourself. Always be the first. You can have your doubts, but don’t give up on yourself because your goal or dream isn’t worth doing if you aren’t the first person to believe in yourself.💫
To celebrate 666 followers the poem of day is actually one of my favorite short stories I’ve written. Enjoy. Doppelgänger I’m coming for you, My doppelgänger. You decide to torture my beloved in every century of every dimension of every universe you exist in. And I have to heal all her physical and emotional wounds that left scars that can never be erased. This time when this fallen angel lands in hell. You won’t be there to enslave her. Like you I’m a demon and I have no control over the cruelties of heaven. Therefore, I’ll just have to catch her when she falls this time. So...the moment she slips from heaven you will be dead. This is not a fight this is a massacre. My servitor is slaying you at a speed surpassing the speed of light. Reality has been shifted for now on in every century of every dimension of every universe you are born to I will hunt you for sport. My actions will ever change the course of time, but it’s worth it for revenge. In my dimension I am Satan himself. God has cursed me that everything I love must suffer. I saw the flash of light that was my bride to be. And I caught her well before you could but she became afflicted and died because no matter how hard I try everyone I touch dies in the most painful way possible. When I landed you saw my tear the first tear I had shed since my exile from heaven. I began to stare daggers at you. Your death in this universe was already sealed, but before I could mince you into Titan Food. I had a delightfully demented idea. I could hunt you down in every universe you existed in. I am the only version of myself strong enough to overcome the limitations of time and space. So though I will never know love in my life. I will make sure she never suffers again by eliminating you in every existence including the one where you are my equal. Can the King of Demons slay the King of Demons of an alternate dimension? We will find out. Hop on the #tatsuotrain 🐉🚆 and Follow me!🔥🔥🔥#tatsuoyousuke#666followers#joyofsatan#loveishell literally
”Let the beauty of what you love, be what you do.” -Rumi · Fun fact: I'm a fashion designer who probably would've studied creative writing if I hadn't fallen in love with the creativity behind clothes. This photo isn't the most recent lol, but it's one of my favorites. It always seems to remind me that I chose to do what I love when I need it most.✨